Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, May 31, 2003

Convoluted
Hope is a waking dream
A tangled web.
The desire may never return,
Presently remained in ignorance.
Permanent Intoxicaion
Sweet as it sound.
Robbed of all power in mind,
Reasoning as fear.
Doging away,
but it ain't a smart thing to do.
Showers fall.
Finally, its all down again.
Has it began to be clearer.
Hunger.
A leading change.
Grief teaches one to waver,
The one that can take counsel.

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Wave
All results in our hands this time
Total aggregate.
Way..way off point..
L1R5 - 38
L1R4 - 31

Bio had an E8....
S.S had an F9.......
therefore...humanities had a D7...
So the elders are all trying to "tighten" us up.
I've got to say its really working.
But where are the solutions...
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Don't give me more "noise"
Please..not now..
Hear me out,
You may think i'm not serious as it seems.
As you said..."happy go lucky"...
Thats an image.
You blow your top
and i scowl back
scouring,
only to find a space
It keeps on building
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So basically today was...
bed- rise
sch- black
home- black
meal- lunch
bath...
room- 1 Vs. mom+bigsis..
BathRoom.
BathRoom.
room- cl. cl. cl
BathRoom.
BathRoom.
room - cl, blank
meal - dinner at hawker.
home - tv(queen of the damn).
Now - net, stone.
Later - fallen to bed..
That sums it all.

Friday, May 30, 2003

Alright.
Dooms day has arrived.
Targets were "un-reachable"...
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Total scores...

EL- C6.
CL- C5
MT- D7
SCI-D7
AC-C6
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El was the most dissapointing...
flung P2...luckyily for P1. i manged to pull tru..
they moderated the marks ( -2 from every girl)...
if not i would have gotten a C5.
SCI another big blow...
Phy. was pretty low...a B4
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Bio. dont really wish to talk about it. its a E8 or D7 i guess?
expected...Bio's the weak point.
worked my arse off for it. and get this shit.
its alright. didn't deserve to get good grades either.
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Lit. thats the ONLY thing i managed to hit my target.
sort of astonished upon receiving it
expected a low pass?
Got a B4 for it.
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AC. well, if not for the "missing" current account.
could have scored higher.
damn it. WTH is wrong with my brain n eye co-ordination that day?!
Mostly careless and wrong theory mistakes.
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Fate changes it direction.
"such things happens"
i just forgot to add...
"in one blow..."
Its been awhile.
since in encountered these
Deprived of my own leisure now.
and of all times. they build up the "friction"
solemnly. telling them off
"try harder, and i'll resist further".
-conditions conditions conditions-
where is my own free will...

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

so yeah.
some of the results are back...
El paper1 - B4
Maths P1 + P2 - D7 ...
Ac P1 + P2 - C6 ...
Cl listening - 10/20 ...
Cl Oral - High marid( dont know what marid stands for..)
yupz.
Thats about it.
Didn't hit targets set.
oh well, there goes the distinction...

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

Burnt inside and out
Skin turned red, heart has always been down
Day was spent at sentosa, palawan beach
with Mic(huiwen),Carrie,Candice,Dag,Guitar,Keith
Delighted for a moment
Watching all the fun and laughter under the sun
Then again, something popped right back
in the midst of my clear mind.
Stayed through out, didnt hit that badly.
Floating on the waters,
letting the sun feed on my skin
Feeling both warmth n cold,
it still did some good.
A little talking to Dag,
blah blah blah....
Environment was great, just alil too cheer-ie.
Bath. Cool waters splashing against me
cooling down.
Simple and half fulfilling dinner.
Time was ticking away...
On the way back
listening to a voice-out
abt both the good and bad
different "wants" and rejection
the uneasiness and imperfectionist
guess no one is ever satisfied. till its gone.
i'm holding on to it.
yearning to get it back.
but i ain't doing anything,
gonna let it pass me by...
i guess so ?
glimpse of light-i'm reaching out for you

Monday, May 26, 2003

Which X2 Character Are You?

>>yeah..i a male mutant..and my compatible match is also him..wow?

Sunday, May 25, 2003

http://www.pbase.com/kangch

[hm..sec44 camp pics are up...loaded by form cher]

Red

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>>>>so forgive me?

marijuana

Weed.
Youre the baby of the drugs,
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because Im sure,
I could do you all day.

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When are you?
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>>.erm..i'm most likely found at home at times also...?

Cheng, Xin, Yong, Zhong

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[alright..its enough, this is how i spent my sunday night.]

another new day
woke up.
feeling really fatigue
setbacks are still here..
its been the only thing lately
what-so-ever
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time passed rather quickly yesterday(24-5-03)
yes.at karen's place
as i assumed.
many unknowed faces
but its okay.
carrie,mic(huiwen..aka.pinksheep),keith,dag was ard
the water was nice..for a moment.
feels good sink right in
did some chatting with dag n keith,
i guess the historical "news" had its way ard rather quickly
realised 2 ppl. was already told abt the change.
guess it was by the words from others...
light faded away,still in the pool..
(or rather By the pool.)
the others had some hassle with the security guards.
-ain't new-
dark blue sky
inside pours
again..by the waters
others submerged.
bla bla bla
some are just fortunate
they just dont see it
bev called-whats up with her voice
put down after a while.not in the mood
for talking.
got a ride home from mic's dad
landed home say about 11.30pm
mom n dad were standing by window
they need not worry so much.
settled down..net-ed ard till 12+ am
and back to the wildest dreams
-gasp-